HO YEAH!! I went langkawi island like, a week ago. No doubt, it really worth the money we spent, with the girls of course. :) I'm uploading some photos, so yea let's seeeeeeeee.

First day was basically nothing, we gathered in school at 5.45pm and get on bus at 6 something. There's only 26 person who are going to the trip, so almost every student are sitting, lying on 2 seats, awesome!! We all basically listen to songs, eating to spend an hour before reaching KL Sentra, no one really talks cause each of us are seperate, far far away. Right after we got drop by, the whole team, carrying bags and run to the train cause it was a little late :P The whole running progress was pretty fun, you don't experience this everyday, so yeah! :)

The train, the train is not good, at all. The foods are expensive, 5 bucks for some rice and it never worth it! I had some chocolate with me so it's not really a problem to skip my dinner. My friends bought some foods there, and eat in the small-stiffy canteen, and we talked, chitchatted. The toilet in the train, is soooooo small and you can't even turn around in the toilet. There's was a thing there, more like a board there, wrote, no pee/shit when the train stops. -_- i guess the pee/shits are drop down straight on the ground, that's why they don't allow us to pee/shit when the train stops, because they pee/shits will drop on the station, LOL.

In the train, we played, gayed, talked, and it took around twelve hours to reach Kedah. :) The girls didn't really sleep, they only slept for 2 or 3 hours. But i sleep for 6 hours :D i guess i'm jus too good in sleeping. Meh, pictures are done uploading, here you go!



Someone took this picture when we all are waiting in school.



Gay time!! Wee!!



Heh, there isn't many pictures for the first day, so i'll post more on the other days :) I'll post more tomorrow, be patient and wait!

Hey yo macha!! Oh yes, i didn't update my blog posts for decades, so yea, why not update a few posts to keep you entertained? :D

Okay, PMR is over, for like, 2 weeks ago. To be honest, the exams were easy, very easy *cough*iCheated*cough*! Well well, i did study every night during the exams. I did study for 8 hours for the freaking KH, from 9pm to 5am and i took some sleep before going to school and of course, i manage to score pretty well in it, :)

Hours later, it's mandarin time!! :D Honestly, i did a pretty-fine-okay-not-bad-job in paper 2, i wrote the chinese ink thingy (idk what it called) and yes, my shirt and bag have black spots of it, damn! Never mind, i'll just take it as an excuse to get new shirts for next year :) I don't really like long length shirts :P and for paper 1, i copied almost all 40 questions from KarWai. I guess the prays that i did really worked, :D

Well, PMR is over, and i guess i can get around 5As, let's hope so. I'm trying to get a job at myDin, i haven't call the OE of it, tomorrow, tomorrow :). Anyone who need a job too, try apply there, i heard from my mum they're recruiting around 3 workers. :D see ya around!

Hey pretty ladies out there, your gent is not gonna be around for the next 96 hours, so don't cry for me.

For those who know me, feel free to text me whenever you want.

For those who just finished their PMR exam, congratulations, :)

That's all for now, i'll update my blog once i'm back. :D

Note :
This post is actually inspired by some fools that i know, who carpool with me, for the tuition thingy.

Okay so how the incident happened. The place where we tuition together is a school. The chairman of the school wanted us to wear our high school uniform, or sport shirts, and shoes that cover your foots, cause he thought that his school is a very holy place for study and no one should ever ruin it. So, i obeyed it. I wore sport shirt of school, and slippers.

Apparently, a fool that i mentioned, wore PJ shirt and some kind of sandal that show his toes. The fool went to canteen to get some drink and he met the chairman, the chairman asked why isn't he in the class, and he replied the teacher wasn't in class. Then he got yelled for wearing sandal that show his toes.

After 30.5 seconds the fool came in to class, the chairman stepped in and start shouting. He said "HOW MANY FUCKING TIME DO I HAVE TO TELL YOU TO WEAR SPORT SHIRT AND SHOES THAT COVER YOUR FOOTS?!?!?" and blablabla. He pointed at the fool and ask him if he understand what he said, the fool said yes. I didn't know what happened when the chairman came in, so me and my friends whispered to each other, start talking bout him like some auntie who like to gossip around :D

So, when the tuition ended, my mum is the one who suppose to drive them back for that week. Once they stepped in the fool stepped in the car, he starts sharing his lil "wonderful" experiences to his foolish brother, two girls, my mama and me. The foolish brothers keep talking how fucking stupid, idiotic is the chairman. They even said he wanted to wear sandal next week, just to challenge the chairman. His brother said he's gonna scratch the chairman's blue honda civic with some shit, and the funniest part is my mum even dared him to do so, i was laughing.

How stupid can a human being? Challenge the most powerful man in his own castle? Scratching the most powerful man's car when there are couple CCTV around? Oh please, do they even thought of the consequences? I believe in Karma, what goes around comes around. The chairman can suspend you from the tuition, and you can get fined thousands bucks or even jail for scratching his car. How the fuck can a person be dumb as the brothers are? Even if they're just joking, trying to show how tough they are, it's still a stupid act of fools. When you talk, at least use the brain for just one second. They look like fools from a side viewer. My mum and i talked about the fools when they got out from the car, how can they be as immature as they are when they're same/older than me?

Peoples are getting really dumb and arrogance these days, think twice before you speak, cause what you do, what you speak defines who you are, and the brothers i mentioned are some pathetic, idiotic, moronic, fools. May God bless them.

Alright, PMR is getting real close. There's only like 6 or 7 more days before i enter the battlefield. So this might be my last posts before 13th of October, 2009. To people who miss me, continue missing me, to people for love me, go on what you're doing, to people who hate me, go fuck yourself alright? Alright cool, so let's get started!



Love makes you feel happy for her words, exciting for her every move, passion for her every love, cherish for every moment you had and have with her, delight for every jokes she made, crazy for her, and tear for every hurting words.

From the past fifteen years of my life, spent 7 months and a week to find out a fact, a truth, that only the one you love, you care, you like hurts you most. For those who ever fall in love, hurting words from your lover's mouth, they make you feel like they're tearing your chest apart, grabbing out your heart and stab on it. Those who never feel that kind of pain, ever, sorry to break your little tiny soul, that you and your ex or current girlfriends are just some kind of puppy loves, some kind of extra-friend relationships, but not loves.

Here's a short story of mine. When i was a kid, i had some kind of "like" feeling to a girl. I don't want my friends to find out who i liked, so i lied to them i like another girl. Eventually, day after day passed, and i lied and lied until the day i left both of the girls. Same thing happen these days, i like a girl, but she has no feelings at all to me and i lied to myself i don't like her, and i will forget about her. I hate lies, and i don't really lie much, not to her, not to anyone else anymore now. I decided, to stop lying and just continue like her, smile and pretend to be friends forever.

There's a quote, keep spinning in my mind, "Ignorance is your best defense, your lovers are your greatest enemies who break through all defenses of yours, who usually are the one who hurts you most."

Searched for songs, and the lyrics just spin around my mind, keep on repeating. I like some deep songs, with great lyrics, such as "goes around comes around" by Justin, "Dead and gone" by T.I and so much more. Songs calm down my mind, soul. Whenever i wanna write a post, on this blog, i'll listen to Fray's song, such as "never say never", simple lyrics, yet make me happy mentally.

Speaking of song, it reminds me the incident that happened at VMA, about mister West and miss Swift. Is what Kanye West said true? Kanye said "Yo Taylor, i'm really happy for you. I'ma let you finish but Beyonce had best video of all time." Then he just left off the stage. I know he was rude, but he apologized for crashing the party and he had some alcohol before the VMA starts. Afterall, think about it again. It's rude but what he said are all true. Kanye writes lyrics, he's a producer and also a rap/hip hop singer, but who is taylor swift? we barely know her a year ago, just because being new doesn't mean that she deserves the award right? I'm not a big fan for taylor or beyonce, but beyonce obviously had the best video of all time and she really deserves it.

I never liked taylor's songs. I remember, i saw some ten or eleven girls hang around in the canteen and start singing "romeo takes me somewhere we can be along, blablabla" and i was like, geez what the hell? and i ran off. -__- Friends of mine said she's hot, she's a beauty. Does being beauty makes her able to sing better than beyonce? Beyonce's hot too, and she sings better, much better. But again, think again, is taylor really pretty? I never liked her, not even once. She looks beautiful in the music video of love story, only if you cover her face with your tumb. I don't like her eyebrows, and her eyes too, she reminds me some old nanny, full of conspiration and tryna tryna seperate her son and her daughter-in-law. I hate her hair too, way too curly. I prefer straight hair.

Anyway, those above has nothing to do with personal attack except for the appearance discussion, they are just some of my little comment to the incident that happened.

Here's a little song for you, and i love the quote, "she used to be the sweetest girl".

Ever imagine where will you be after 10 years? Ever imagine what would you do after 10 years? After 10 years, life is no longer a game for you to play with, it's no longer a show for you to watch. It'll be a war, for you to gain the states, or lose parts of yours. You'll be starved for victory, you'll do whatever it takes to win the trophy. Sometimes, it even costs your humanity.

I'm 25 years old at 10 years later. After college, i'll be a soldier of the war, and i'll start fighting. 10 years later, i might still sit in front of my computer but with different view. I'll probably start some online trading business. Or, i'll sit in some office, dealing with different kind of people, and start thinking for the next 10 years, where will i be again. In the office of the chairman? Or driving cab somewhere?

Seriously i've no idea who i'll be in the next 10 years. Mum suggests me to become an engineer. Dad suggests me to be someone who earn tens of thousands of bucks monthly and my eldest sister suggests me to learn to earn money through the internet. The fact is, i earned my first twelve hundreds bucks, and spent it on my phone and gave the rest to my mum. But seriously, i don't know who should i be. Bill gates? George Washington? Brad Pitt? I have no idea.

I always feel that diploma, knowledge that you gain now is no longer needed in the next 20 years. What the community needed is professionals with experiences. No some brat with specs, holding tons of diplomas, wearing some cheap shirts interviewing, but someone with sharp mouth, know what they're doing, wearing suits, the pros. Look at Thomas Edison, he skipped classes, but still became one of the greatest man on the earth. The path to success isn't diplomas, but know to use every chances,lucks you had, and the dedication to your work. Work smart, not work hard.

I feel lost, confuse, to my future, my "real" life. I need some guides, a fire to lighten me, to show me where should i go. Anyone with good suggestions, feel free to drop a few words at the box located on your right side. :) Link and follow me. :P